I’ve actually made a tiny obscure bit of something one might call progress if one counts less than two pages in a notebook as such. However this is considering that I’ve restarted the beginning to the GProject at least four times, once having reached several pages of thick paragraphs before realizing how much I hated it already. Beginnings are hard endings are too, in fact there is no real easy part to writing a book let alone many. If the flow of amazing doesn’t happen you’re screwed, terribly, horribly, in a dump of despair made from your own excrements screwed.

I once knew this feeling where the chapters wrote themselves and everything seemed so easy… in middle school. I was working on the LOGProject, turning in chapters for school to my English class. I actually reached chapter five or six before I reached a writing slump. I never really picked it back up and looking over it again, it needs revising, I mean most things written by an eighth graders need revising, but since I had written it my ideas for the story have changed and matured, making the old material almost worthless.

So back to the topic at hand, there’s a problem I’m currently facing besides laziness and writer’s block. The past two weeks I’ve thought very little conceptually about the GProject and more about several other projects I have lined up for the future. Sometimes I wonder if maybe this isn’t the right story to start with. I know what I want, mostly, and I know it will take a long time to get there seeing as how I’ve planned to make this a nine volume saga. Maybe I should start with a shorter series, one flexible in its concept, and perhaps I feel could be better received by readers. I don’t want to pause this project unless I really feel it needs to be, I only just started to take it a little more seriously after all.

I know I haven’t really leaked any info on the GProject to people outside my inner circle, but I already know this is going to take skill and patience to execute correctly. It’s a highly complex form of storytelling that I’ve chosen for portraying this tale. So the major problem is maybe I’m not ready for it yet.

I’ve been thinking about all the genres and what I have covered on my to-do list and I came to realize that I pretty much cover most fiction genres, or will at least. Which is funny considering how many there are I guess my imagination is just that flexible. Oh well, times a wasting. MUST WORK!!!

By the gods, I have my first follower! *le gasp* This is a happy day indeed! I already feel more motivated to write myself to death!!! (That doesn’t sound grotesque in the least bit, nope it certainly doesn’t.)

Hello good children of the earth, you can call me K. I’m a young human who plans to become a successful writer someday, successful being the keyword. I’ve already published poems, but this isn’t the sort of work I’m necessarily talking about. Right now I’ve begun working on my first novel, let us call it the GProject for now, but I’ve found that do to my chronic laziness I’ve yet to really get anything done at all. My lack of motivation is quite disheartening so I call upon thee to give me motivation as I report to you my progress. Just so you know this will most likely not benefit you in anyway shape or form but when I finally get published you can say “I was there, with K, before most people.”

So, why is this blog called Writing Till I Die you ask? Well my duckies it is because of all the works I plan to write eventually. There is a hell of a lot of them, like a hundred or more, approximately. So if I’m ever to get any of them done ever I need to start now and I will most likely be doing this until I die. I want to share my stories to the world so I don’t mind being a total and utter slave to them.

In the future you can count on seeing something hopefully as a result of my hard work. Wish me luck!